Syafiqah is gone. I just found out from Hazzie. GONE FOREVER! Just up and closed suddenly... we were just there. Only rubble, ruins and dusty memories of the place left. The ending of an epoch.

Interminably inconsolable now. Syafiqah, where friendships were forged, love was always there, and life slowed to a pleasant haze of smoke, prata and teh bings. Syafiqah, i will miss you. The best 24hr hangout for late night suppers, those lazy conversations about many things and nothing at all. The shared jokes, laughs and emo moments. The fish curry and mutton bits. The blur server who couldn't comprehend how ordering 1 cheese mushroom, 1 egg onion prata and; 1 egg onion, 1 cheese mushroom prata equals two sets of cheese mushroom and egg onion pratas.

Syafiqah, we all mourn your passing. A toast, an ode, an eulogy to the prata place that was a little slice of heaven, and was always there whenever we needed that little something extra.

Teh O bing. The last drinks we'll ever have there, and an allegory for expressing the most romantic sentiments of love.

Okay the 18th of feb 2007 is a special day for me.

i lost all vestiges of my faith in organized religion, i still believe in the concept tho, just not the human aspects. The truth is we all worship money. nnb. goddamn modernity, society and globalization.

i cried. something i thought i'd never be able to do again.

and then met up with marcus and supposedly haz who PS us again, we went st james to look for the 3 charcoal barely-legal chicks but place was closed. so moved on to the next best thing...

So apparently we aren't the only people to do this kind of things..... Darling Nina was in on the act too! In Harbourfront to lomantic with the cow sometime today...

What she didn't know, was that when we were there a few days back, in addition to kissing the pig, we also struck different poses...

...among others. Nina was just telling me how she dunno how many other people may have done the same things already. Well... don't kiss the sheep, that's all i'm saying!

Happy New year to one and all!


Not so happy for some but happy for others. Life's like that. Ups and downs, ins and outs, so enjoy it if u're happy and don't worry if you're not! Went out with the gang on friday again to eat, drink, be merry and ended up at peninsula plaza. Play games until marcus fell asleep.


I was cheated la. Went down cos' Haz was supposed to be there but ended up got a whole bunch of other people and no Haz. Anyway...

Coffee addict Monyet Azamat look.

All fat people sleep the same way. 7am in the morning.


Home on saturday was filled with people! Uncle's family on mom's side was over for the week. So had to contend with two cousins who keep bugging me to let them play games on my com.



After strangling and dumping their small bodies, which handily fit in my army duffel bag, in the park behind my house, went out to meet the neighbour to go somewhere nearby to pick up something from someone for a short while. then end up have to go somewhere else farther. :( so almost late late for the big reunion dinner, which would be bad cos' since the cousins were already missing i couldn't afford to not be present.

Had my quiet reunion dinner for which i was almost late for, then went out to meet samantha at holland for milk and cookies, then kbox in clementi to stress my already sore throat.

The smile that makes me smile. One that can make the kbox counter guy give good discount too, or make cheeky old men buy mango puddings by the trayload.

Amalgamation post!
The past couple of weeks have all juxtaposed into each other until i don't realise what happens when.

Anyway, in line with making this blog more colourful...

My coursemate, Jalobeast's artistic rendering! One damn talented dude who keeps doodling during lectures cos' he can't be bothered to take notes, but he still get gpa of 4.5 or 6.

He big asshole.

Juggernaut Judo-Jonathan, another coursemate, who's another smart ass, always volunteer answer in lecture, which is good cos' otherwise the lecturer will keep asking people to talk then no one talk then the whole lecture will diao there for damn long.

"He's very smart! Cute also.... in dunno what way" - Quote from yet another girl smitten with the gentle giant.

It's people like this that makes class quite fun. Got others, like Rogue and Iceman and the mighty duo Gayman and Anal...but no pictures of them. Okay, digressing into griping about the course, wahhh.... every week have to do like 18 - 24 readings, each of them like 25 pages on avg of small sized text.

Can die, but no choice. Work for the future! Earn money! Realise dream! Move to developing country to establish drugs/gun running cartel! Sell burgeoning criminal empire to corrupt government official! Move to beachhouse and bum around, painting and fishing! - Still at step one tho... can die, but no choice.



Life just wouldn't be bearable without them... the legendary triple-shot espressos and cigarettes. Note how far in the cigarette is packed. Shows how much/often/long we've smoked. This pack courtesy of Ahmad. I not at that level yet.

In other news, been hanging out with the dudes pretty often, and here are pictures to prove it!
*All pictures stolen off marcus' blog.
At SMU with haslin-formerly known as hasfatda-da and am-hotlegs-anda.


Is it possible to be having any more fun?? Yes!!



Emo-ing at Boon Lay MRT, the day you went away...

You wouldn't be able to tell just by looking, but BBFs for 16 years! The other guy? Ahhh he's just there cos' we need a cameraman.


Truly brothers-in-arms, brothers proud to be! (Fucking cockblocks too, assholes)

I'm breathing in your skin tonight, quiet is my loudest cry;
wouldn't want to wake the eyes, that make me melt inside.
And if it's healthier to leave you be, may a sickness come and set me free;
kill me while i still believed that you were meant for me.

I’m finding my own words, my own little stage. My own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, and seal it with tears, maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear.
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash,
A nice setting for heart ache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire, of friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles.

You'll never guess who i saw on thursday! after volunteer visit, went for supper at JP, then we saw........




DA FAN SHU! POTATO HEAD!!!



I shrieked la! I haven't seen the lao fu zi guys for like years......and then only in comics in malaysia. Then later saw Lao Fu Zi himself but don't have the third guy. :(
oh well it's nice to see them!

Wicked wild weekend with da boyz!

Started on friday, went down to outram to meet ahmad to buy stuff for our long awaited barbeque! (was supposed to be a couple of weeks earlier but shit happened, then we still had to have a bbq cos' ahmad already bought the gas canister)

went to HSA to donate blood with him, but then i was rejected cos' i just came back from malaria-infested cambodia, even tho blood bank is always bugging me for my superduper rare O- blood. so end up only ahmad give.

then popped down to serangoon to buy the food, but we two being the suaku shoppers we are, totally had no idea what to get, then had to call yoke "lady boss heartbreaker" wen for a grocery list, like chicken wings and hot dogs and marshmallows and stuff.

next stop barbeque! saw ahmad's sister's tuition teacher who i thought was quite cute but then has a "malay boyfriend who rides a vespa", so that's a dud there. she still ask for help to contact licensing dept of a record label for song copyrights.... Anyway! the barbeque was great! eat like mad then eat some more!

Made some weird dish by combining everything we could find, which turned out damn nice but will kill you via cholestorol. loads of margarine, cheese slices, steak sauce, sambal belachan, pepper and almost root beer! Great success!

then went out for supper at RK eating house! no pork! and was joined by marcus' SMU friends for a while. i'll end at that, cos' i really don't want to go into details. =X

our staple diet now, cigarettes and coffee.

saturday was tuition for the deaf in the afternoon, then spent the evening with samantha! went to wahiro which yoke wen always raves about, and where the food is really good, even tho i don't understand half of what we ordered. Then went to this ulu gina place to play pool near bugis, and got my ass kicked by samantha (again), before finally cine for this japanese movie "big bang love", not recommended. Like really, only go if u're with someone that you never want to see again or you hate.

had lunch on sunday with her again, but had to run off to meet yw for milo revolution!!!! watched last king of scotland, which is a goot show. then off to seisha and revolution land! FYI, revolution is this new style of ice blended drink or something with ice cream and whipped cream and stuff. It's super sick! madder than the ULTRA FAMOUS SUPER KUNG FU ICE MILK TEA at cathay b1!

Must try! Cathay B1! There's the Ultra Famous Super KungFu Iced Milk Tea and the Great Ultimate Yuan-Yang Drink!!!!!! Filling and scrumptious!

and that's about a brief summary. end result: broke + never do homework + damn tired + depressed + caffeine deficiency = depressive neurotic epileptic chris.