today was a long and pretty sad day. sa-turd-ay.

started off well... sparc AGM at 9 which i had to wake up early for successfully for once... went okay i think but missed out the handing over ceremony part cos' had to go help get refreshments. niahia... end up i have to carry one bloody big container of ice water which was like damn heavy... -cue lan jiao bin-

then went down to orchard for a while with jack jaiyme and jana to grab something to eat....ended up at MOS burger, then walked around abit to look for some present and we (jack and i) ended up modelling shirts to choose a birthday gift...... following which we went paragon the dim tai fung or something with the supposedly famous xiao long bao to try...
it's DAMN NICE! hur hur hur anyone want to treat me.... $8.50 for one basket of 10.....which reputedly has at least 18 folds in the skin......very very nice...=)~ . also ate the egg fried rice and some prawn dumpling which is xiao long bao + prawn... ALL DAMN NICE!

okay that was about it for the happy part of the day...

met up with ahmad and samuel later at paragon as well....sat at starbucks then zhi wei came along... i may be throwing their names ard like i know them damn well but actually i good fren with ahmad only... then drive drive drive to pick up benny. Following that, we went to an mrt station to link up with bryan and ken s. , old acs(barker) peeps, then went down for a fren's funeral wake.
met up with a helluva lot of people there that i haven't seen for a long time....like...since graduating from acs.

my fren sean passed away yesterday... i didn't really know him that well but he was a really caring dude... when i was kinda drunk n puking by the sidewalk he was the only guy who came up to me n made sure i was okay then... den i still remember a few hours after that when we were all eating a very late supper....at like 5-6 in the morning... he was the one puking like non-stop by the drain the whole time we were eating...

why do people commit suicide... isn't it like the easy way out? leaving behind all ur problems means someone else still has to clean up.....probably your loved ones... then it's like you'll never know what a person is really thinking or going through so something seemingly inconsequential to you could be really serious to someone else... forgetting to return a call, missing out subtle signs of distress.....

i guess i'm writing all this down just to say... cherish the people around you... show u care... i mean, u don't know when they'll, or u'll be gone.... so juz appreciate everyone and everything while you can... don't be afraid 2 express your love, be it bgr, brotherhood, family, whatever..... something small 2 u could mean the world to someone else... farewell sean... none of us will ever forget u...

-In memory of Sean Png Hao Jie-